something to blog about

i realise my blog post has been dwindling, not in the sense of number of post but in the sense of my own personal feelings. i used to write a lot about what i feel about things, despite being emo, angry or frustrated. when i read back recent past blogs, many posts are about where i went, what i did or some craps which i find it .. i just blog for the sake of blogging.

i've been avoiding to post up blogs about my inner feelings, maybe the layer of insecurities has started to build around me again. i've wrote many about it, just to find myself deleting it after all the typing. sometimes i feel bad posting it up for fear it might discourage people who are reading it. maybe that explains i've not much to blog about. i use to get frustrated over a small matter, get back home and vent my anger in blog. i've tried to do it now but i struggle with it. i've shrug off many irritations, or maybe i just don't care anymore.

it'll be so nice sitting by the beach in the evening with a few friends, sipping a few bottles of beers, watching the sunset, listening to the waves, talking nonses or just enjoying each other company till the late night, seems like there is nothing in the world to worry about. those are the scene that came back to me last night. how i miss those times. i wish i can do it again.

weekend and misc

weekend was as usual, trying to find something to fill the time or just lazing around at home, doing some readings and stuffs.

last friday night had dinner at tcc orchard with a few friends.


chilli beef soup and mushroom soup. the chilli beef is a bite too spicy for my liking and the mushroom soup is a bit diluted. still not bad lah...

ping's food. forgot the name.. i know there's mushroom in it and i find the mini pickles and onions on the bottom right are cute!

mine ... mentaiko spaghetti with salmon bla bla bla... too long the name. recently i have a craze craving for salmon .... so i'll order anything with salmon in it.

celine and gigi's alio olio... and the scallop looks good. hai ~~ why all the seafood looks so good.

shroom's bite...

us...ok, i know the photo looks blue coz i forgot to adjust the white balance and i'm too lazy to edit.

i've watched transformer 2 for the second time! and me and my god sis was watching some show on the tv and she 38-ly take a pic before going out for movie. we're so lazy to move our ass till my mum have to shoo us off.

my darling. haha... i leave car at the car care centre for wash+laquer+wax+polish while we're in cinema. see how it glows and gleam and shine and so smooth after the spa... love it!

i took these pictures while waiting for my god sis to pay the parking ticket... i know... i'm very bo liau... really very bo liau... waited her for so long. lovely shining darling !!

my very belated birthday gift from Australia. haha.. somehow yuney said she got it buried on her desk till she cleared and found that she forgot to send it out. thanks anyway yuney!

meet up with my ex colleagues, des and cheng mun 2 weeks ago. Des was in sg for a conference while cm was working here in sg as well. had dinner at popeyes on the first meet up.. the table looks like a lot of stuff but i felt like i didn't eat much.. yea, memang pun coz i crap too much. half of those belongs to des.

went to esplanade terrace after dinner just to lepak.

on our way back to cityhall we pass by esplanade theather and saw this colourful display... we asked a guard there to help us take a picture and after it was taken he asked us... you know what language is this? i said it's arabic... and he ask us go find out what's the meaning of it at the display. macam cikgu sejarah je ...we went to have a look and it's "I love you" in arabic.

so we met up again the next day... actually we plan to have billy bombers at central clark quay but while waiting for des, i ask cm...how come we never thought of going to vivocity.. then when he came, we went to vivocity and after a day only find out, there's a pyjamas party going on at the central. oh ya, suppose to have sushi tei (yea, i'm craving for salmon) in vivocity... the queue was so long and after 10 mins queuing or so... we decide to have thai food....

after the dinner and it's freaking full. anyway, it's really nice meeting them again...

damn tired now and my body is aching.... good night.

i don't understand girls

yea, don't ask me why but i don't understand girls. why can they have pairs and pairs of shoes when they only have a pair of feet. bags? what the hell you need so many for? clothes .... never can understand and why in the world they can buy 2 blouse with the same design (except it's in different colour). you know what's the four letter word that capture girls' attention? S.A.L.E.

haha, so much of that. i don't care, that is girls' passion. like guy having passion for ... erm, computer games? car racing? modifying their cars? ...

anyway, i bought something from Baci online ! They had their store in Bangsar, KL and really awesome you can purchase their stuffs online without going all the way to KL ...

Got one multi colour studs. just nice for a casual wear out.

Silver firework studs... love it!

and..... maxi studded clutch. as a clutch or a sling bag. love at first sight.

Hai ... i really don't understand girls sometimes..

cupcakes

this is very ironic, one minute i thought i have nothing to worry about and another minute there are so many things flooded my mind. it has been quite some time that i've blogged like this, well, let's continue.

sometimes i miss penang. not that i don't like this place, just that, i have a special attachment to the pearl of the orient. despite the crazy drivers, the communication problem with hokkien speakers, the hot weather and whatever, they say, as long you still keep a good memory about something, it covers all fault. yea, i guess it does. i miss driving along greenland road, i miss having McD choco top in gurney - i know they have it here, it's just different, i miss the beach which i know it's not as beautiful as others, i guess i just miss everything there. sometimes tears just start to well up when i start to miss it. i know, girls are emotional.

there are times when people start to irritates me. you know when someone nagging repeatedly on your right ear and another keep talking before listening at your left ear, you can't help it but to just shut down. i'm not in the right position to judge people but i have my limits as well. i'm sick of listening to "braggers", that's the term i would use. you talk to them halfway and they cut you off, trying not to listen something that is better than theirs - sickening. i rather not talk. Empty tin makes the most noise - the phrase that best describe them. i shan't elaborate more.

a friend of mine is still in hospital receiving treatment for her leukemia. Everything happens for a reason, i always told myself instead of asking why it happen. sometimes you're just too tired to ask why and lament about it. maybe it's easier just to wait for the reason. in one sms she sent us, a patient which is diagnose of leukemia as well, told her, after all the money spent and treatment received, the doc told her she only have 6 months to live. i hope i won't hear that from her.

i know why working sucks. coz you got too many things to pay off and too many things you wanted to buy. i was in a meeting few weeks ago, meeting up with this girl from an online paper advert company. she was showing us the statistic of people reading news online. apparently, monday to friday, 9am-5am has the highest viewers. now you know what people do at work...

i feel like eating cupcakes now... sometimes i thought it's just muffins with some cream and colourful things on top.

stupid questions

sometimes i just get funny phone calls during work which i'm helping out with one girl from another dept and all are noobs... here's a few situation to entertain you all...

me : hello
mr. Z : hello, yes .. i'll like to ask about this course. ...bla bla bla....
me : ok
mr. Z : can you send me the registration form?
me: ok. your email pls.
mr. Z: bla bla bla.... you send me the form ah .. coz i need to fill in you see...
me: -__-

i send you form of course to fill in lah...if not, you use it to wipe your ass ah!

me: hello
mr. Y: ya.. i'll like to ask when is this course date.
me : on this this date.
mr. Y: ok. thanks..

after 5 minutes call back again

mr. Y: sorry...which form do i need to give you?
me: all that i've sent you.
mr. Y: is this this form with bla bla bla bla..
me: where you get that form? we don't have such form.
mr. Y : oh is it... hmmm..ahhhh... ehhhh...
me : i'll send you again. can i have your email or fax?
mr. Y : errrrrr...... email...emaill... don't have ah.... ah..but i got fax!

wtf ! tiu....

mr. X : hello... i'm from the ex-Navy and i have 10 years experience.... bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...
me : so? you're calling to ... ??

wth! call to brag ah..... tiu nia ma...

mr. W : hi... after the course i can take the exam rite?
me: yes.
mr. W : How's the exam like?
me: i don't know. never sit for the exam before.
mr. W: can i pass?
me: ...... (feel like telling him... i'm not a fortune teller)

....weird ppl...

mr. A : excuse me, can you speak chinese?
me: yes
mr.A : is the course conducted in chinese?
me: no
mr. A: then how can i understand? can check dictionary?
me: ......

that's your freaking business NOOB !!

mr. B: do i need experience to attend this course?
me: yes. you need to...
mr. B: ooh..but i don't have.
me: then you can't.
mr. B: why you all need experience?
me: coz ..bla bla bla...
mr. B: but i don't have that experience
me: that's why i said you can't attend!
mr. B: ooh..i can't attend ah...... coz i don't have experience... ?
me: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blood boiling ...puke blood ...

R&B

i love r&b music ... they're just so cool and blacks sang it the best. to name a few current of my favourites - rihanna- take a bow, fat joe - what's love, shontelle - t-shirt and many many more which i can't think of now.

here's Beyonce - if i were a boy (r&b remix). so cool.



sorry for posting too many pictures of myself. haha.... i'm alternating between reading my book and playing with photoshop. i like this high contrast effect...

oklah....nothing to blog already..

last friday's blog and monday today

Friday

9.05pm i hop into the taxi to go home after work. Laying back on the seat, i let out a deep breath and thank God it has been a wonderful day though i'm tired. very.

i'm glad it's another end of the day and another brand new day tomorrow. i'm glad a friend shared his problem with me though i can't give much advice. i feel better just to listen, i'll get tired when i give too much opinions. haha... well, i guess sometimes unpleasant things happen to let us realise things that we never knew exist.

monday

just another normal work day for me. you just can't resent too much. i went to the dentist during the weekend and had my last teeth filled and hopefully can have my braces on by next month. i hate my two front teeth. one of my friend said i'm too much of a perfectionist. well, i'm not really one. i just like things to be nice.


i found this caricature at jb home!

it was drew by a guy when i was in korea at Lotte World. if you watched "stairway to heaven", that's the lotte world! hell lot of difference compared to genting! well, i don't think the picture drawn really resemble me that much. actually i wanted it black and white and maybe because of the communication problem, the guy coloured for me and charge me the price of black and white. because i was talking to him in english and he pointed me a paper written in chinese and wth! i can't read chinese! whatever ... quite a neat caricature i would say.

monday

it's monday again! last night i had a sudden craving to have vegetarian breakfast today so tapau-ed to work. real weird... maybe tomorrow i want to have it again.. haha...

lazing on bed after a bath after a jog .. my god-brother don't want to join me for the SAFRA Singapore Bay Run & Army Half Marathon, stupid one. still dare to call himself an ex-NS men. haha..anyway, i've sign up with another colleague for the run!

my room ...

love the evening sun ...